I was 15 years old when I discovered that God had bestowed upon me the ability to write. I started writing a fiction novel for teens that all my girlfriends loved to read. I would bring it to church, they would read it and beg me to write some more... AND it was FUN writing...That was my first experiance with writing BUT it wasn't until my English teacher announced a poetry contest that I really discovered what it meant when people said, "It wasn't me, it was GOD!"
I had an idea in my mind for a poem I wanted to write. It was gonna be a love poem for married people. So I had my mom drop me off at the public library, so I could have some peace and quiet! (Cuz you gotta understand with FIVE kids in the house...there are basically people EVERYWHERE!!! And the Ginty's ain't exactly QUIET if you know what i'm sayin) So i'm at the library and without missing a beat, I sit down and just write this poem that I thought was PRETTY GOOD! So I run outside, count my change and call my mom on the pay phone in the front of the library! i am soooo excited about the poem that I read it to my mom. When I get off the phone, there is this lady that had been standing behind me and she is like, "WOW! That poem was beautiful! It belongs on a Hallmark card or something!" I thanked her, but was basically SHOCKED!!!
I brought it to my pastor and his wife and they loved it...once again...I WAS SHOCKED!!! They helped me do some editing on it and I passed it around to married people that I knew and they would tell me how it touched them...and I was ALWAYS SHOCKED! I was just a 15 year old girl that didn't know a THING about true love and marriage. AND believe me, if you knew me when I was 15...If you think I'm cRaZy now, magnify that x10 and that was me at 15! Oh man...tping, water fights, door knock ditching, I wore the wildest-funkiest outfits, I flirted like CRAZY, I talked to soooo many guys on the phone, I slipped love notes under the hotel room doors at conferences, OH MAN!!! LOL ( AND DON'T you ALL be like, OH WHAT'S changed!?! I will SOOOO slap you if you do...JAC!!! LOL ;) I wasn't a bad girl though... I was just an immature 15-year-old!
And I remember one day, seeing someone getting teary-eyed about that poem, I just thought how could something I, MARY GINTY WROTE, have caused that reaction on someone?! AND in that moment...I KNEW! It wasn't ME! It was GOD!!! Now I understood, the poem was God inspired! What I had heard all those people always saying made sense...IT WAS GOD!!!
Even today, as I prepared my lesson for bible class tonight, the WHOLE lesson was from God. And as I wrote that poem, read stuff in the bible, so many other things to write would shoot into my mind and I wold have to stop and jot them. And every thought and idea that popped into my mind, I KNEW it was GOD!!! Cuz BELIEVE me...my own thought run along the lines of...okaaay sooo HOW exactley am I gonna get the scoop on that one guy? and I really feel like buying a really cute flower to accesorize with my one green jacket and MAN I know I need to lose more weight but I SURE am hoping we go to Spinatos for dinner tonight...yeah thats about the depths of MY thoughts!!! :) I don't EVER want to forget, where ALL THE GOOD STUFF COMES FROM!!!
For all things are for your sakes,
that the abundant grace might through the thanksgiving of many
redound to the glory of God.
2 Corinthians 4:15